20 Days & Counting

I know its hard for some of you to believe. But im all of a tither, I cant concentrate at the moment, my head is all of a whurr. 20 Days until Dusan comes back. Its only for a 2 week visit, but its been so long in coming. I feel sad that its been so long, excited that he will be here soon, lost that he will stay so short, enlightened & sadended at the same time. A very strange feeling. What do I want to happen? For it to be as I think it is, us to be so in love we Marry and live happily ever after. What do I dread? Him having to leave in September. What will happen? Who can say, Fate has a way of always making things the way they should be. Till then I am counting the days till i can see, touch, feel & Taste my baby again! Yeah alright, im a big old softy at heart. But then some people are worth being a softy for eh? x