Sunday, July 22, 2007

Calling Long Distance

After a day a day of feeling blue and really depressed, you can imagine how excited I was When my phone went. It Was Dusan and believe me he says we are far better off here than they are there. The heatwave in Eastern Europe is continueing and instead of being around 28 degree's its 42. Too hot to do anything. He said the whole family are at his house as a room has air conditioninig and its the only way to stay cool.

We know that in the end, all of this wait is just formality and his just waiting for his appointment to see the Embassy but deep inside neither or us can keep away the thought that there is no 100% guarantee that they will give us the visa. Come Tuesday it is make or break. All we know is that we are not prepared to live apart any longer and if that means renting out the house and moving to Porec on the coast where he can work in a bar or restaurant, so be it. Far worst things to do. After all, he has been the one unable to work for the past six months and so it would just be my turn. That is, if the worse case scenario, they refuse my husbands visa. But with a fact file over 10 inches thick full of letters, photographs, events we have shared over the past 4.5 years, surely this is just formality and my husband will be back with me by midweek.

My close friends have all been on the phone. They all realise how lonely is is when your loved one is so far away . Yesterday was a sad and depressing day. The house so empty and cold. I litterally stayed in, watched television and drank wine.

Roll on Wednesday and bring my baby back! :-)

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