Its only been three days since I dropped him off at the airport. Somehow time goes slow whenever he is appart. It feels exactly like it did when he went back on the Cruise in October, when we proved that we couldnt bear to be without each other any longer. He didnt do the full 6 months but only lasted 3.
The fact I cant call him as his pay as you go phone would run out and I cant ring him when his at his sisters as they dont have a land line means it all feels like it did when he was on the ship.
Far far away and my heart truly aches to be with him again.
Every moment of every day he is on my thoughts and deep within my heart.
I have been coming back to the hotel at lunch time, just to sit down and spend some time alone. Yesterday as I did so I was thinking of Dusan and found a tear or two running down my cheek. Am I being sad and pathetic? Or should I relish the fact that we both are missing each other so much and cant wait to be in one anothers arms again? I pray its the latter.
Tomorrow I will talk to him again and that will be a gem to cherish. Why is that time goes by so slowly when his gone but when he is here it seems to fly at double pace? The 21st of July signifies the 6 month mark since he moved in with me back in our little home. Its been an amazing six months, we got to spend every moment together outside of work. Catching up with friends and planning our Civil Partnership which again seems almost ages ago.
So I wait patiently, once more, (I seem to have gotten out of practice of waiting) for my babycakses return and pray that it is real soon.
We have chatted via text and all I know is I am here missing him and he is there missing me. Hurry home soon babycakes. I love you and miss you so much! Xxx
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