Woke up this morning and as always, check my email. Its almost as though I look in anticpation at the list of names hoping that his will appear in my Inbox. There it was. Dusan Stojnovic. I clicked on it immediately. He said everyone was saying how down and sad he looked and sounded. I said the same thing to him when we spoke on Sunday. He said even his mother had said it last night on the telephone. So I guess he really is getting down and depressed. Hopefully this will make him want to come back even the sooner. His big news however was that talking to his mother last night he plucked up the courage to tell her that he was now engaged and about our plans to Civil Partnership next year. Being a strong catholic country he was nervous about telling her. I can totally empathise, I was scared stiff of telling my mother and ended up doing it by telephone also. He said that she said she is happy for him and that he has to pursue his own dreams whatever they may be. So we have his mothers blessing and mine are happy if I am happy.
I wish I could say I was happy. I guess both he and I are in a state of depression while we wait till we can see each other once more.
Hopefully with the Christmas build up the time will pass quicker than it has been and once we are through the new year I it will be the countdown of a the last remaining weeks. If, that is, he doesnt come back sooner. How amazing would it be to have Christmas together. Hearing him say he was in tears and down and sad made me feel sad. Come home soon honey, your home is here and waiting.
Till next time, good luck with all the Christmas shopping everyone. Big kiss, Neil x
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