Sometimes things seem to be going in your favour, everything seems to be going right then another time you feel its all going wrong. Right now, its the latter, I have not wrapped a thing, they didnt have the last of the gifts on the shelves in the stores, and then it happened, they were playing Cristmas music and I heard "Its going to be lonely this Christmas". You know what, it is going to be a very lonely Christmas but I have to have POO. Yep Poo as Neil Sexton would say you have to have a Positive Optomistic Outlook. But my POO doesnt feel so good right now. Maybe its because I miss my babycakes Dusan.
I should be happy. I got the job I wanted, My Fiance is coming back Early to marry me, I'm eating my favourite dinner, Sausage and Mash with Beans and Onion Gravy and watching my favourite Christmas movie which how Fortuitious happened to be on, Miracle on 34th Street. I should be the happiest man on the planet earth, and yet deep down I am crying. If only mum and Dad would be happy for me maybe I would see it all in a different light.
I'll be okay, but then at Christmas if you cant tell the truth and dream, what can you do?
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