Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Smiling again

Was out looking at new mobile phones today when my phone went off. It just said Call and I dont often answer numbers that I don’t know the caller so I let it go to voice mail. Can you believe it was Dusan. He left me a voice mail saying


Its Dusan, I don’t have a number you can call me on but will call you again later. I miss you and love you more each day"

It was weird, I was sad that I had missed his call but it made me smile that he had called and was thinking of me.

Marcus Chops then came home with me for Fajitas dinner and a chat. He hadn't left long when the phone went again. It was Dusan. He only had 4 minutes of credit and calling a mobile phone from a ship at sea is not a cheap call. He was telling me how much he missed me and how its getting harder day by day and that he definitely will not be staying the full six months. I cant wait for him to be back and as he said this evening we are just counting down the days till we spend the rest of our lives together. Sometimes its easy to forget how lucky I really am (Lucky Bitch). Such loving friends, so many fantastic things that we get to do and see and the most beautiful man in the world coming back to live with and enjoy the rest of our lives together. Something that I only dreamed of not so long ago and now is a reality.

Went to see my Nan, Lil, yesterday. She is dead excited and said she is just so pleased I have someone to share my life with. Not as pleased as I am.

Dusan had to run as he had a class commencing but wanted me to send everyone his love and let you know he will be back real soon.

Big love for now

Neil

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