Okay, I admit that it wasnt that bad, the four months has flown by and a Thousand Thanks to all of my friends that helped me through the hard times. A special Thank You to Gary, Joe & Emily who were there and helped keep me busy or were the shoulder to cry on when it all got a little too much.
I emailed my parents last night and just put down a few 'Truths' and told them things that I sometimes find difficult to say when I see them. I emailed it to both of them and asked for a 'read receipt' which came at 1145PM from Dad. No reply. Just a receipt. But thats how it usually works. I am sure he printed it out and took it down and they both read it over together. It didnt say anthing bad, just about Dusan and I and our love for each other and how we will be going through with this no matter what but how much their approval would mean to me and how I want them to accept him into the family. How he is so nervous about meeting them and how we need to get that 'First Meet' over with ASAP.
I emailed my parents last night and just put down a few 'Truths' and told them things that I sometimes find difficult to say when I see them. I emailed it to both of them and asked for a 'read receipt' which came at 1145PM from Dad. No reply. Just a receipt. But thats how it usually works. I am sure he printed it out and took it down and they both read it over together. It didnt say anthing bad, just about Dusan and I and our love for each other and how we will be going through with this no matter what but how much their approval would mean to me and how I want them to accept him into the family. How he is so nervous about meeting them and how we need to get that 'First Meet' over with ASAP.
So with just under 1 Hour and 45 minutes to go and him currently sat on a 747 headingin inbound I have to try and relax and go to class as normal as though today is a normal day knowing that when I come home with him in the house, life will be a totally different place. Life will be fullfilled and loving and fabulous. I know life is no fairytale and we will have our woo's with our joys but I know that the man that I have loved for four years today and have been trying to spend my life with for over Two years is finally here. So much to plan, so many things to do before things settle down to normality but in the mean time I will finally have my own dream, my very own fairytale. I know there are those that dont believe in magic and dont believe that life can be a fairytale but then again there are those that do. I once had a button given to me by the Casting Director of Walt Disney World after I had worked for them and was applying to work on Disney Cruise Line. She pressed it into my hand and said, "You will be fine Neil" as she walked away. I looked down and the small button had a Disney Emblem on one side and other, as I flipped it over it read "If you believe in magic you belong". I am the boy who's dreams came true. I applied to Disney and got in, I applied to Disney Cruise Line and got in (A very special Hello to all my Disney Friends, especially Christine in Norway, Lea in Boston, Ali, David and Claudia & Lavern (UK), and Debbie (Snax) in Orland0 and on a whole I have fulfilled the majority of lifes ambitions. Now if that doesnt make me the ultimate "Lucky Bitch" I dont know what does. Today will be just the cherry on the bun. The icing on the cake (if someone didnt leave the cake out in the rain- as Richard would say (Bristol). All I ask is that today come to light and I be allowed my ultimate dream. The love of my life and we will make our own fairytale. It may not be all laughs and joy but it will be worth every minute. My own parents will celebrate their 42nd year in marriage today. I guess I have a good foundation to look towards. So with now 1 hour and 30 minutes or so to go, i sit on tender hooks waiting for my dream and praying today I will be the "luckiest bitch" on planet earth. The boy who got his man.
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