This time in a week he will be hear. I feel like my blog has gone off the chart since Dusan came back. Before then I knew in my heart of hearts how I felt and a few of my closest friends knew it too. We had discussed it over the time since he was gone. Back then, there was no choice, we just stayed in touch, we still loved each other but neither of us knoew what we could do in order to be back together.
Now with the law change its not like we have to be treated like second class citizens anymore. Infact we have the same rights as a straight person.
Ironically, neither of us noticed it at the time of booking his flight over, but January 21st is exactly 4 years since I met him in Revenge nightclub in 2003. It was, ironically, a Wednesday night. I was staying at the Hilton Metropole for 3 nights with a work contract. A text from Patsie informed me that the Dame Edna Experience was performing that night in Revenge. So after work I had a disco nap and then made my way down to the club around 11:00PM. There was a huge Tribute night on celebrating 50 Years in the business for the now sadly passed Phil Starr. Every drag queen under the sun was there that night ending with the legendary Dame Edna Experience.
But long before Edna came on to the stage I spotted this young man, barely 22, dark hair, very sexy and very very drunk. His drunken behavior attracted my attention and not used to the cheapness of the drinks in Brighton over London, I had enjoyed around 4, I went over and said Hello.
We talked a little, shared a drink and well, the rest I may tell you over a large bottle of something one day, but that was it. We never even said there was a date that we started to go out. We met on the 21st January 2003 and have been together ever since. Albeit over seas and long distance, the love we have shared has never lessened but grown. The distance is so hard to deal with. I miss his smile, his voice, his sexy body, but most of all I miss him. But the time for missing him is coming close to an end. Seven more nights sleep and I will be with him again and the next exciting part of my life begins.
How the next 7 days will drag I can only imagine. I have work Monday to Friday and classes Saturday and Sunday. If it wasnt for the Leather Queens he would have to make his own way from the Airport. Thankfully Mark and Richard Stepped in and have offered to pick him up. I am so blessed to have so many nice friends.
Another week of work commences tomorrow. I was tired after 10 days of work, let alone 12, but the adrenaline will keep me going and at least I have my partner to cook me dinner after next week.
Today I spoke with Marcus Chops. He asked when Dusan is back and I said "Sunday", he said, "Wow, that came around fast". Did it? I thought it had been one of the longest periods I have had to count away in my life.
So let the last week begin. His on his last cruise already and has just 6 more days to go. I feel its a slow tedious time from this end, I am sure its like a prison sentence to him. Still the hard part is over and in the words of Karen Carpenter "Weve only just begun"
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