Less than 12 hours to go

Well the countdown is almost over, less than 12 hours to go until his here. Sadly I have to work tomorrow but hopefully we will finish early tomorrow. I have a lot of things planned. Champagne is on chill, Steak and fresh vegetables, Potatoes, Sour Cream and his favorite ice cream in the Freezer. Candles and Roses. Ironically, tomorrow is our fourth anniversary to the day. It wasn’t planned that way, just he could only get off the ship on a Saturday and gets here Sunday. :-)
So this is the most pivotal night of my life. If all goes to plan tomorrow is the first day of the rest of our lives. We will be celebrating not just four years together (both of our longest relationship) but the beginning of a lifetime partnership.

I always thought when I met guys that they wanted too much. They wanted me to change and I didn’t quite understand why I should have to change to fit into their way of thinking. Especially as I was the older and more wiser one. With Dusan its different. Not only does he never ask me to change or do anything to please him, I actually want to make changes to adapt to him. To make him happy I prepared to change. Prepared to do anything.

I got in this evening just after 1800 after popping in to get mail from my parents and cooking dinner. Just as I was winding down with a bottle of wine the phone rang. Unusually late. 2210 was kind of late on a Saturday night to expect a call. It was Dusan. An Email and a call all in one day. He was checked in and waiting to board the plane at the Airport. His flight leaving in a couple of hours. I so wanted to be at the airport to meet him but had no idea at the time that I would be at the Training Centre working towards my new career. It just goes to prove how good friends are worth more than anything. Not only did the leather Queens (Mark & Richard) offer to pick him up at the airport, so did Alex and Claire. Thank you to each and every one of you. I was touched by all of your offers. So all that is left for me to say is Travel Safely babycakes. Get here in once peace and the beautiful being that you are. Tomorrow is not just the first day together back together after 4 months apart. Its our anniversary and the starting point of our lives living together. I cant wait to share every special moment, every Christmas, Birthday and celebration with you. I will be proud to call you my husband. Travel safely baby. Ya Tolim Te ( I love you in Croatian)