It doesnt seem to matter which year it is, the New Year seems to make everyone feel that much more vunerable and brings out depression in everyone. I guess everyone likes the opportunity for new start.
I have to confess that spending both Christmas and New Years without Dusan was no easy feat, you miss your loved one more and more on special occasions and events. Tonight I am going to DTPM with Mikey, Neil, Woody, Steve & Carlos. Normally I would really love it but being there without Dusan will mean that something is missing about the event. Still this should be the last year that I go without him. Not long and my baby will be back here (Lucky Bitches). I feel like 2006 and I was forever waiting for days to pass and weeks and months just so that I could be with him again, if it wasnt his trip here it was mine to Croatia and then for him to go on the ship and now for him to return again. Still the countdown is well and truly under way with less than 3 weeks to go and we are finally in the right month of the right year of his return and what will hopefully be the best year of my life. The year of Dusan and Neil. It will be totally amazing if it can come anywhere near topping 2006. So let me wish you all a healthy, happy and prosperous New Year and may all your dreams come true. x
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