I had an Email from my babycakes last night and again this morning. With the five hours time difference it seems that I always miss him online. But true to his word he calls on a regular basis and had said that he would try and call me today. Knowing that I have to leave to head to Marcus's around 8PM I was starting to get ready, Iron my shirt etc and run the bath when the phone went. I made my usual mad dash to get to it before the answer machine kicked in. It was of course Dusan. We discussed each others new years, talked about how sad it was to spend it appart and how little time we have to wait till we see each other again. Its been the hardest Christmas and New Years ever without him to share it with. Prior to booking his flight over the wait seemed endless and infinite but at least with a countdown in place we can look forward with optomism for a possitive and happy 2007.
As we approached our farewells, as always, we were both close to tears. I cant help it. When you miss someone so so much that you cant seem to get them out of your head or heart for a single moment of the day.
I have moved all of his pictures from downstairs to the bedroom. He is now the last face I see every night and the first one every morning. :-) I must sound like a slushy puppy dog. All I know is that the wait will be worth it and somethings are worth fighting for, more than anything else in the world. Happy New Year Dusan, keep safe and come home soon. All my love Neil x
No comments:
Post a Comment