I dont know if its physical or emotional the exhaustion I am feeling right now. All this time of wanting to be together and now that we are we are both feeling so shattered. Its really like a calm after a really bad storm. Having worked nearly non stop for the past 5 weeks on this new work project I was begining to get worn down. A few sleepless nights caused by stress and then just when you think you will get the perfect nights kip your brain goes into overdrive and you cant stop thinking all night long.
Thankfully today my boss had agreed to let me work from home. Even better that I did not have to drive to Chelmsford in the inch of white Powder we had overnight. I seem to recall we had snow last year too but prior to that it was a long time since we had a real scattering of snow.
No wonder our inflation is rising, Hotter Summers, Colder Winters and more and more energy bills. You cant win.
I managed to tie up a lot of loose ends today, and got the excercises in the bag for the training which commences next week. Finally from Monday I will be training again and not sat at a desk. I find it very mundane but tis the reason I contract and dont go full time. You get the variety of a new job, new surroudings and I am looking forward to taking off much of March.
At 6:00PM we had a light dinner and sat down to a cuddle on the sofa and to watch a DVD. Poor Dusan must be just as tired as I am. He was out cold within 20 minutes. Unlike me, he doesnt have to get up tomorrow at 630 so I have just retired. He even asked if I minded that he didnt come right up to bed straight away. He really is a sweetheart. No, his not, his my Sweetheart.
So the feeling right now is peace and love and happiness that we are together again. Roll on the weekend, I am so looking forward to my first sleep in in 12 days. Oh and have you noticed how its getting dark after 5 now? Spring will soon be in the air with any luck :-)
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