The most of precious things

I came home tonight and Richard and Mark asked us if we had seen "The Flood" on TV last night. It was one of those programs where you watch the trailer and think "I really must record this", but then forget all about it and dont see another trailer.

Thanks to modern technology the days of missing a program are long gone. What with C4 On Demand, BBC I Player and ITV.Com we can catch up with all of the missed programs within a month of missing them.

So I had some dinner, enjoyed a glass of wine, jumped in the shower and shaved and then sat on the laptop with my sound proof headphones on enjoying the 2 part series of the Flood. Apparantly they spent £15 Million on making it. I have watched the first two hours on my lap top and now am watching the concluding part live on ITV.

I have always been a sucker for disaster movies. I dont know why, I just always loved them but it makes you think and reflect upon the things that you really would care about and I could come to a definitive conclusion that I could live without many things but I couldnt live without my babycakes Dusan. Not after all we have been through to be together. Thats the one thing I could never live without.

I still find it hard to relect upon my life and how things are so fabulous now and what a transistion I have made. I'll admit I am more than a few pounds heavier than I would really like to be and maybe there are places in the world I wished I had seen but as yet have not. But to have found the love of my life and to both be in love with each other as much today as when we first met, well thats priceless. Thats my Utopia and I am forever gratefull.

I guess that as I spend another night home alone and just watching TV or chatting to friends online, I realise that maybe the reason I stay home as opposed to going out is that I have no reason to go anymore. Unless someone calls or invites me to something I dont need to go out looking for something as I have exactly what I want right here at home. A nice home, a loving partner and a wonderfull life!