It doesn’t seem yesterday that he was here and its only been five days since he left and already the pain is starting. To be forced to be separated from the person you love for simply being born in a country that requires a visa to stay or work in the UK. It doesn’t seem fair that we cant be together right now. That if he was from a different country in Easter Europe he could stay indefinitely. Its so wrong.
I called him today. He sounds so lonely stuck in a small town with little to do. His next cruise doesn’t even start for another 5 weeks.
At least I have Zagreb coming up soon. If I didn’t have so much work on at the moment I would go over there now.
For the past five days I have been able to submerge myself in work but today, Saturday, I was home. Marcus Chops came over last night after work and after we had some wine he ended up staying over. It was nice to have some company and its always nice to see Mr Chops. He calls me Neil Chops and I call him Marcus Chops. If he and I were a couple we could call our kids Lamb & Pork eh?
So its Saturday evening and I am home alone, missing my baby and wishing he were back here, in my arms, holding me tight, giving me that look he gives me with his pearcing brown eyes. Talking in his gentle manly tone in that incredibly sexy accent. Discussing all matter or topics as he works his way through my growing DVD collection.
20 Days to go until I go to Croatia. Deep down I know he has set his heart on doing one more cruise. Earn some money and save it. But deep down I am hoping that I will be able to talk him into coming back over and staying with me. I’ve never met anyone like him. Never loved someone so much that you would do anything for them. 20 days and I’ll see him again. 20 long days.
This time last week we were on the last ride of the night on Stealth at Thorpe Park and came home and had our best night together ever. Now I am home alone, my heart is yearning for him and doing what we have now done for far too long. Wait, wait to be together again. 20 days baby and I’m coming to get you. Miss you so much. Come back soon. All my love Neil xxx
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