When we look for the partner in our lives I guess that what we are looking for is someone who shares the same value, feelings and morals as ourself. Well, thats why I know that Dusan is the right one for me. He thinks what I am thinking, speaks the way I speak, its just a weird chemistry thing as though two can become one. He pre empts my thoughts, does everything the way I would, yet better. I guess I never found my soul mate before when things just click and everything goes right. Like it was meant to be. Tomorrow he leaves for Croatia and will the hardest as we have to say goodbye for the time being. I'm going to go and visit him over there in a few weeks and then its a long since months while he does his final contract on the cruise ships. I woke up this morning and while in that dozing, half awake, cuddling state, already the tears were rolling down my eyes. Tomorrow he will be gone, not forever, but for another 7 months. Im determined to not make our last day together a teary one so got up early to whack this out and get it over with so that we can spend quality time together in our final hours of today.
You can be a Lucky Bitch and yet still feel pain. Im lucky cos I have found my man, but sad cos he has to go. I know my friends will keep me strong until he returns but it doesnt make it none the easier. So once again the countdown will begin till my baby returns.
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